KoUsagi: On the Other Side — K& L Files II
A Lord of the Rings fanfiction

A/N: Here's my second fic, filled with musings on lost love; plus angst, self-pitying and 
sorrow; all in one page ^_ -! KoUsagi just left Legolas through the Gate (see By the Gate for 
more info) and arrives at Krynn. Her POV and feelings… Enjoy! and r/r if you liked or not! 
pls /begs and gives out candy for all the reviewers/!

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Middle-Earth and Krynn… but I don't—I own only KoUsagi and 
Miya owns Miya-chan /we use each other's characters anyways… ^_^/.

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Cold. Fog. Rain.
It is so typical that I have to sigh.
I take one more step, and I can't resist anymore. I turn around.
There's nothing. Air, it is. Thin air. Foggy air. No gate, or anything else.

I almost never cry. But now, I can feel that some salty stuff cruelly bites my whole face.
I am soaked in tears. I am shivering. Again. 
I hug myself, eyes closed, if my arms were yours.
Warmth. Comfort. Shield.

You.

I'm recalling it again and again; whisper of the soft snow landing on a leaf—"KoUsagi… my 
lady… do not grieve!"… I am remembering your smell, your flavor…

I … cannot … deal … with … this … pain!

Tears. Just tears. These are what you gave me for last, Legolas. Bitter, green-tasting tears.

'Twas my fault though. I should have known better; loving an elf from another world is such 
a crazy thing… so characteristic of me.

I hate myself. I hate destiny. I hate my fate. I do not want to play attention to them!
The only thing I desire is you. Your voice, your thoughts, your eyes, your ears, your touch, 
your tongue in my mouth, playing with mine…

I most stop this self-pitying.

Here it is; my fighter self. I slowly cleanse my face. I look around again. Fog. Clouds. And 
cold.

No one can be seen. What did just happen here? Was it that Dark wizard again? Then maybe I 
don't want to know the answer…

I hear something. No way. It cannot be it.
It must be. That excited, sweet voice of the one woman for who I would give up everything.
"Miya-chan!!!" I cry out as loud as I am able to. Now I can see her, though she is still far 
away. She looks at me, I know it. And… oh no. She fainted.